Struggling with what I really want to do...

Now normally I would just start posting shit that I want to do and what I really like, but honestly I find myself seriously conflicted with what I want to do lately as in i don't know what the fuck to do. I mean realistically I know whats up and what I show promise at but really whats gonna be successful in today's market but half is passion. And I know I love these thing and I could do these thing but what the fuck do I really want to do. Attract a following drawing and animation or kinda diverse between multiple subjects and have my fan base struggle to find a purpose. And I mean really why do we get into these things when we find interest in them. I'm 24 now and I'v been doing this kinda thing for a long time. I've always show promise in various this like 2D, 3D animation, drawing and other thing like drafting etc. But I still feel like I can't achieve shit. I mean  know it takes a certain level of dedication that require a certain amount of drive but I exhibit that drive in other things(Especially the things that I'm interested in.) Lately it's got me saying fuck the world and to dive into my own self piety but fuck that I was thought  better. So now going out on my own seems like huge risk but fuck it, what else do humans live for!